current obsession: navel studs
current song: Ayumi's Moments

All of a sudden i believe in Christianity. (is it phrased that way? hmm..)
well anyway, why?
cos on chinese new year, esmonde came to my house to visit (with liting) and he kinda took a trip around my house.
after he left, he msged me :"Aiyo. I dunno what you'll think of this, but your house seemed quite sad. Hope you're alright.."
exact words. (yes i kept the msg cos it set me thinking)
ok. some b/g information.
I dont think i've ever mentioned how horrendous my family is to esmonde, never have i talked to him about it. so this msg was quite unprecedented (correct use? argh. my english sux)
at first i didnt think much of this msg cos i suppose my house kinda EMITS some vibes that led him to think that way...
but after 2 weeks, i decided that logic wasnt logical, so i msged esmonde and asked him how he knew.
and he replied "...the Holy Spirit brought it to my knowledge."


anyway, moving on, my craze over the navel stud and black pointed pumps is not over. for the navel stud, the 2nd time i went back, the stud that i loved was gone. the 3rd time i went back, the whole cart was missing. but on the same day, i chanced upon the shop that has the exact same collection as the push cart. amazing. fate. but the stud is $59.90 now. argh. and it's stupid to pay $70 to pierce, and another $60 for the stud. so am praying that pple will like donate $10 so as to subsidize my expenditure. hah. am absolutely broke. spurlged $50+ on myself (on books and cds), and another $60+++ on birthday presents. oh god. using my allowance. so am gonna feed on $10 for the rest of feb. wonderful.
and the black pointed pumps from U.R.S. is a limited collection. i bet it's gone. even if it's still available..it will no longer be $30....but $70. how sad. how i wish i had loads and loads of money.


am longing to be deeply, madly and crazily in love.


i have found my song of the year...and it goes like this:
Cicak cicak di di ding
Dia dia merayup
Datang serekor nyamuk
Lalu di makan. NGAP!

direct translation:
Lizard lizard on the wall
He is he is climbing
Comes a mosquito
And it gets eaten up immediately. NGAP! *immitates slurping sound*


things to do now that TSD prelims are over:
1. start learning JAZZ dancing!!!!!
2. start doing hmk and listening in lectures!!!
3. and plsssss.... do sth about council
4. exercise OFTEN (not just regularly).
my regime will be sth like this:
monday: cycle with garg and aikido
tuesday: jazz dance
wednesday: run
thursday: pe
friday: slack
saturday: swim
sunday: slack
target: lose all flabs and get some abs. (hopefully i'll revert to a 50kg-er)
5. work on my I.S. and make sure i do a fabulous job.
6. start reading the pile of books i spurlged on
7. do sth about my GP which sucks horrendously.
8. cherish life.


a girl seeking Life,
nene

current obsession: Tony Leung and Johnny Depp
current song: Eminem's Mocking Bird

kk. i didnt intend to blog today...until i played solitaire on windows...and created an incredible highscore of 9516 in 79seconds. amazing huh?

if u manage to beat it..tell me. haha

nene wants to watch seoul raiders and finding neverland desperately.
and nene wants to shop
and learn dancing
and be away from the world
in a faraway island with Tony Leung and Johnny Depp.
HAH.

If it takes one to know one, doesnt calling other people "bitch" make you one too?

someone said i'll be the first to get married among a group of us.
i wonder.
with my inferior skills in communicating with the male species
and my utter disgust of the thought that i'll grow up to be like my mother.

i wanna slack away somewhere (with Tony Leung and Johnny Depp DUH)

oh. did i mention tony is 43 going on 44? and depp is 40 going on 41 this year? teehee.
nan ren si shi dang zhi qiang
nu ren shi ba shui yi duo hua.
(direct translation: men of 40 -dang zhi qiang-ahha..dunno what it means
and women are their prettiest at 18.)

am bored.
am still feeling anti social.
am still hating people (in general that is).
(well since you cant be with them, be against them.)

signing off eating banana covered in chocolate and a cuppa coffee,
Mrs Vanessa Depp Leung.

p.s.: try walking for one day making only right turns and walking in straight lines. it's really really really funny.

current obsession: TONY LEUNG CHIU WAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg. he is UTTERLY ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *shRiekshRiek!!* he's like the asian version of Johnny dEpp!!!!!!!! *gUSH*

current song: Nelly's And They Say

HAH. the great nene watched Infernal Affairs 1,2 and 3 at one go today. 6hrs. amazing. and at the 3rd installment, i was brain dead already, so i didnt exactly catch what was going on. but the 1st one (WITH TONY LEUNG!!!!and andy lau) was utterly exciting and amazing. and totally in love with tony leung. the 2nd one was much slower and not as exciting. or maybe i was already half dead from the first episode. but anyhows, it has its equal share of eye candies (edison chen and shawn yue!!!!!!!). omg. those who watched the mandarin version of it -- i'm begging you to catch the original cantonese version. their accent is mesmerising (ESP TONY LEUNG'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!) the third one has Li Ming...and andy lau and TONY LEUNG!!!and i think that's all i noticed about it. but apparently --from what i've observed, the 3rd part is much more brain stimulating and the concept is damn good. yupp. and i shall stop my ranting here.

swam this morning at bishan swimming complex. 20 x 50m = 1000m. yay. fufilled one of my wishes.
next is to go massive shopping.
realised all my cousins are into white mini skirts. aik. sheeshed.
mother was very reluctant to let me wear my new clothes (when she spent at least $300 on them. HAH. then what for buy? *rolls eyes*)
ended up wearing old clothes. i'll be staying at home anyway.

aik. new year and socialising is an absolute chore.
and to remember how to address all my 20-over relatives is a headache. i usually just say "hi!" and "happy new year!!!!"
heh.
such a waste of time if not for TONY LEUNG and mind-boggling and bursting Infernal Affairs.
nothing deep though. just some hong kong thriller about traids. exciting though. heh

and i watched mulan after that!
relived my childhood. whee hee.

and i finished reading the doggie book! (erm. the curious incident of the dog at night time.)
maybe i shall share my review some time soon. am simply too lazy to do so now even though it's right next to me. heh.
shall just share some quotes for you guys to munch munch on. hehe

"..people think they're not computers because they have feelings and computers dont have feelings. But feelings are just having a picture on the screen in your head of what is going to happen tomorrow or next year, or what might have happened instead of what did happen, and if it is a happy picture they smile and if it is a sad picture they cry."

haha. amazing insight huh?
i still remember seeing on TVmobile that emotions are basically chemicals secreted into your brain. HAH.

"Timetables...make sure you dont get lost in time."

"People believe in God because the world is very complicated and they think it is very unlikely that anything as complicated as a flying squirrel or the human eye or a brain could happen by chance."

*raise up hands in innocence* i didnt say that! mark haddon did! though i strongly agree with him. =x

"And people who believe in God think God has put human beings on the earth because they think human beings are the best animal..."

Right. think i might as well finish my review.
Well, it is a rather simple book with a simple storyline with a simple boy. And let me start by reminding you guys that this is a book meant for children. You are brought into the world of a 15year old mentally retarded boy, and nothing else. You see everything from his point of view--absolutely detached.
However, this boy's mental condition does not affect the insightfulness of his thoughts, such as those quoted above. Also, these ideas are being greatly contrasted with the extremely simple language and content.
Maybe we "normal" humans are thinking too much that leads us away from what is true.
Maybe.
Well, it is not a VERY entertaining read, but definitely an interesting and worthy read, though there are much better read around. Remember it was written for kids (though it is filled to the brim with vulgarities and adult issues). waha.
=)

nene is on to Brave New World now...which is an absolute contrast with this doggie book. am still trying to adapt to the weight of BNW.

ladeeda.

most cny visitings are over.
joy to the world. (and the fishes and boys and girls)

tmr's cross country.
prelims next wed.

i wanna dance and shop!!!

anyhows,

i shall henceforth be know as Mrs Tony Leung. or Mrs Tony Depp Leung would be fine with me. Thank You.

yours with lotsa love,
Mrs Leung

current obsession: still shopping...or rather i DESIRE to
current song: Michael Jackson's Heal The World
oh yes i'm a bit late but better late then never. anyway, i just realised how amazing his vocals are.
heh. am currently listening to "The Premiere Collection Encore" by Andrew Lloyd Webber. Sarah Brightman. amazing.

anyway.

heh. played 10 rounds of bridge, 100 rounds of hearts, and another 10 rounds of pyramid. or it seems so.

mother told whole world except my father about navel piercing. (hey look, that includes my auntie, grandmother, grandaunt, cousins...and some other funny relatives.) wtf. then grandmother happily comes along asking me to take it out. sheesh. over my dead body. OVER MY DEAD BODY.

yes. am mad. as in angry-mad. furious. irritated.
since my mum hates my piercing so much, why does she seems as though she's showing off my piercing.
argh.
maddening.

it's munjun new year and am supposed to not hold grudges.
hard.

not celebrating this year cos family in mourning.
yes.
so no house visits.
no mahjong.
no cards.
just me.
me.
and maybe the tv and computer and the pile of homework for 2 days.
yayness.

i want to shopppp
i want to swimmmm

aunt asks me to watch Internal Affairs one two three altogether with her tmr. heh. think i'll die.

oh god.
how boring is my life.
and i'm really in the "hate people" mode.
shall just indulge in myself.


"I think people believe in heaven because they dont like the idea of dying, because they want to carry on living and they dont like the idea that other people will move into their house and put their things into the rubbish."

"..And in 1000years (after death) even his skeleton will be gone. But that is all right because he is a part of the flowers and the apple tree and the hawthorn bush now."

Enlightening quotes from The Curious Incident of the Dog at Night Time by Mark Haddon.
am halfway through it.
anyway, i actually think heaven is a fantasy. it is the same way people believe in ghosts. People want to believe there's life after death cos they afraid of death. It is like their fantasy to live be able to walk through walls, teleport etc etc and enjoy a good "life" in heaven.
heh. but then again, we'll never know if it's a fantasy or not.
bleah

just bought Brave New World by Aldous Huxely for $4 from a bookshop that's 4 times smaller than MPH (from which i could not find the book). well, it's ancient. but the cover is nice. and it's small and compactible. yay.

am gonna continue reading my books and continue hating the world.
hah.

bye fellow munjuns.
enjoy ur munjun-fied days.
while i indulge in munjun coloured bananas in chocolate.

munjun nenes.

current obsession: shopping?
current song: still mario's Let Me Love You

"...green spoon worms. This animal, which lives on the sea florr has one of the largest known size differences between male and female: The male is 200,000 times smaller. He spends his whole life in her reproductive tract, fertilising eggs by regurgitating sperm through his mouth. He is so different from his mate that when he was first discovered by science, he was thought to be a parasite."
-The Straits Times January 27th 2005 pg27 Review.

hahaha...it was an article about the difference between gender.

"By causing unprecedented death and destruction, the tsunami has mocked our marvels of science and technology and humbled us."
-Harish C. Shukul (Times Magazine Feb 7)

I strongly believe that the tsunami (like every other natural disaster) is God's way of controlling population. If not the world will be overpopulated and we'll all die. HAH.

nene has yet to complete my econs and greeks essay. hooray.

am going shopping later then go watch ACJC drama performance. (when i've got a pile of hmk awaiting me)

supposed to be doing homework now.

had the intention of doing greeks now but i just cant get my arse down to do it.
bleah

played the piano just now. and am listening to Nat King Cole now. the wonders of making music, and music, has struck me again. ahh..

nothing much else to say. heh. oops.

well...shall do work.

bye~

indulging in the feast of life,
vane

heh. so i'm stupid. right. and i'm super relaxed. aha. can say so. blah blah black shit.

heh. i reeeeeaaaalllyyyyy want the black pointed pumps and the navel stud.
am CRAVING the possession of these items.
and i wont mind the extravagance.
i just need the time to get my arse down to heeren.
aik.
father coming home this friday most probably.
well.
am hoping for world peace.
and am hoping i'll finish my Greeks and ecorns essay TODAY.

tatibyes.