i woke up this morning at 5 am and teared.
had a bad dream.


piercings make me feel powerful.
and i'm addicted to power.

Gorillaz, Feel Good Inc.

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Feel good, sh-shake it, shake it. (8x)

Citys breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they don't know wack.
So all ya fill the streets it's appealing to see.
You wont get undercounted, 'cos you're damned and free.
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
In a melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they got a kissin' cause I don't get sleep, no.
BEEP
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sticking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas, these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Lay these ponies at the track,
It's my chocolate attack.
Shoot, I'm stepping in hotter this year.
Care bear reppin' it's harder this year.
Watch me as I gravitate,
Hahahahahaha.
We're going to ghost town,
This motown,
With your sound,
With your sound in the blink,
Going bite the dust,
Can’t fight with us,
With your sound you kill the INC.
So, dont stop, get it, get it
Until you're cheddar heavy,
And watch the way I navigate,
Hahahahahahahaha.

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sticking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, shake it, get it,
We are your captains in it (feel good),
Steady,
Watch me navigate,
Ahahahahahhaa (feel good). (2x)

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa...


heh.
nene wants a pet pig. a pink one that oinks and rolls in mud.
currently rather depressed (yes, the teenage depression kinda shit) cos i am forced to study. of which, i dont, which leads to greater stress. HAH. stupid teenager. grow up.

zzzz...

you are beautiful. yes you.

My skin is like a map
of where my heart has been
And i cant hide the marks
its not a negative thing
So i let my guard down
drop my defences down by my clothes
i'm learning to fall
with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
so be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
without moving me easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found your fingerprints
on a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
all over this heart of mine too
But if i never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
with no safety net to cushion the blow

Anyone wo can touch you
can hurt you or heal u
Anyone who can reach you
can love you or leave u

So be gentle...

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

-natasha bedingfield, I Bruise Easily

"I am such a deluded moron."

oh well, i must be clear-headed enough to say that.

god bless my soul.

a stimulus is required for required reaction...and i think i've found it..

i AM such a deluded moron.

*assumes karma position*

Stanislavski's method of acting involves being able to "command all kinds of moods and feelings...by awakening in the memory a definite feeling actually experienced in one's past, in order to recreate the feeling."

Doesnt seem to apply to love though.