what if dreams are just playful adventures?
god. can't the results be out NOW????
Monday, February 20, 2006
vane farted at 11:57 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
vane farted at 8:48 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
yayness. my parents think i have a boyfriend. rather, my entire extended family thinks so. (like every guy that messages me is my boyfriend.) and they think i'm going to have sex. they're getting warmer huh?
maybe i should just take drugs. just to helo them fufil their prophecies. then i'll get hanged. and then on, world peace.
maybe i should just take drugs. just to helo them fufil their prophecies. then i'll get hanged. and then on, world peace.
vane farted at 2:05 PM
Sharpness
A sheet of paper binds your eyes.
Your nose can't smell a thing--
The difference between oxygen and carbon monoxide.
Your mouth so dry,
You feel your taste buds.
There's a vacuum in your ears.
Your hands reach out to grab--
Nothing.
Not even the feel of wind between fingers.
Only blood
Flowing through your constricted veins
Without your consent.
The ground falls away from your feet.
The sky disappears.
So claustrophobic
You puke your guts out.
The red stains the white--
Hanged.
october 27th 2005
Your nose can't smell a thing--
The difference between oxygen and carbon monoxide.
Your mouth so dry,
You feel your taste buds.
There's a vacuum in your ears.
Your hands reach out to grab--
Nothing.
Not even the feel of wind between fingers.
Only blood
Flowing through your constricted veins
Without your consent.
The ground falls away from your feet.
The sky disappears.
So claustrophobic
You puke your guts out.
The red stains the white--
Hanged.
october 27th 2005
vane farted at 1:37 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
It's like...
Being attracted to cigarettes -- but not exactly addicted.
The "forbidden-ness" of them; the power cigarettes have over your self-consciousness; and the power against (Singapore's) society.
YET, one avoids addiction for fear of the health hazards.
But every puff is so...
I seek approval so often, but I have yet to approve of myself.
cheers,
to wobbly fats from excessive bak gwa that's good for mental health.
p.s. i wasnt referring to cigarettes only.
Being attracted to cigarettes -- but not exactly addicted.
The "forbidden-ness" of them; the power cigarettes have over your self-consciousness; and the power against (Singapore's) society.
YET, one avoids addiction for fear of the health hazards.
But every puff is so...
I seek approval so often, but I have yet to approve of myself.
cheers,
to wobbly fats from excessive bak gwa that's good for mental health.
p.s. i wasnt referring to cigarettes only.
vane farted at 5:19 PM
