It's like...
Being attracted to cigarettes -- but not exactly addicted.

The "forbidden-ness" of them; the power cigarettes have over your self-consciousness; and the power against (Singapore's) society.

YET, one avoids addiction for fear of the health hazards.

But every puff is so...




I seek approval so often, but I have yet to approve of myself.

cheers,
to wobbly fats from excessive bak gwa that's good for mental health.

p.s. i wasnt referring to cigarettes only.