drifting drifting driftingggggg....

some people just ought to die.

And so there are just about 2 people in my life that I truly detest, dislike, hate. Make that three. I'm a pretty easy going person until someone somewhere decides to unhinge me and throw me into raving madness. I'm talking about hypocritical people. People who establish relationships JUST for ulterior motives. People who LOVE to show off as if that's their calling in life. People who do not respect other people. Just to clarify things, I do not normally hate people simply based on what other people tell me about them. I much prefer to make my own judgements based on my own values. Thus, understandably, not everybody can comprehend my hatred towards these people. (Even though hypocrisy and scheming people are usually on top of the list for Most Hated Traits in people.) But everything is relative, so I understand that people do not always agree with me. But agreement is just one part of the deal, and the least important really. I make it a point to minimise contact with people I dislike. And if remotely possible, have them erased completely from my mind. (Impossible because these two people belong distinctively to two different social circles I belong to.) I dont expect people to feel the same way I do. All I ask of them is to not mention them in front of me, and reduce any possibility to remind me of these people. For the record, I honestly HATE feeling HATE. And would much rather go along with my elusive life in peace. The third said person has successfully unhinged me. (And I'm talking about heart-racing, palm-sweating, limbs-trembling, headache and tear-inducing kind of unsettling insanity.)Unfortunately. I have been drifting in and out of a daze attempting to seek solace in either dimension - to much failure. Again, to be fair, I do not know this third person well, at all. All that I know of her are through other people, and from things I read of her, by her. And unless such misconceptions are cleared, I'd very much like to be left to my own mechanisms - that is to expel her from my memory chest. All I need is some cooperation.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

wah seh. so chee bye-ly true.

Just so people know, I'll be back in a week's time. Touch down 3pm (singapore time), on the 10th of december. And no, I dont know when I'm coming back to england. Apparently all SQ and BA flights are packed full to the brim (I have the image of an aeroplane filled with people, stacking up on each other, with heads pressed to the windows. heh.) And boy, I am so unfazed. I'll stay in singapore then. I think i'll be so much happier.