And so the world begins....and liFe sUxxXx n iT cAnx fUckIN' SuxX mI kOxKzz.

If only I had one. (side note: heard of the latest news about a ftm who got pregnant? for that split moment i wanted to go for a sex change. might still consider it.)

But anyways. Whilst piled to the head with essays and deadlines, and surrounded like air by hypocritical people and people who want to suck my soul out of me... Stephan Jenkins stepped in my life and my blinded third eye saw once again in a long time... (omg that was so lame)



LifE mAy suXx buT Ani amOUnt of "do do Do doO do do" wIll chEerx mi uPz.

"I believe in the sand beneath my toes. The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling. I believe in the faith that grows, and the four right chords can make me cry. When I'm with you I feel like I could die. And that would be all right."

Ok i'm back. As much as i was planning to write an epic travel novel about how i hitch hiked 1600 miles (almost), landed myself in africa (morocco), missed my flight to rome because of silly daylight savings, got ripped off and poisoned in venice, swooned in ljublana (slovenia), and shuddered in greece...i'm gonna postpone my account.

I'm back in my house all alone, and had to cook for myself (unfortunately). As i was kinda freaked out about being in the house alone, i turned on the tv. And it was american idol. I havent watched any episode of this season and couldnt really be arsed about what was on until, my eyes chanced upon this guy with dreadlocks. Well, as we all know, i have an amazingly soft- spot for dreadlocks, so i took another look at the guy. I missed his singing parts so i went on to youtube....and what can i say. The first guy in a very very very long time to takemybreathawayandmeltmyheartandmakemetear.

I may be the last to know of his existence, but people - Jason Castro.
(I actually kinda dislike this song but OH MAN.)



ohmygodohmygodohmygod his eyes!!! and that smile!! ok shut up vanessa. oh when will my dreadlocks EVER get that long! *pouts* (and so i went on youtube and found interviews of castro, and people who wonder about how i wash my dreads -- he gives the EXACT same answer as i do.)