I signed up for an audition. Youth Music Theatre UK. My session is this saturday in London. 2 hours of a "workshop audition" that might get me into one of their 8 shows around the UK. I'll be auditioned and watched by some of the top directors and musical theatre people in the UK.

Can you imagine how amazing it would be if I actually got casted! Even as a teeny weeny microcosmic role???

Although I didnt even make my school's musical audition. And I'm pretty much competing with about 400 people all over the UK, aged 11 to 21...

My toes are crossed. Please just lend me ALL YOUR POWERS my kind friends!!!! I promise you I'll stop smoking for the rest of this week. Promise. I just want a little something to be proud of and happy for..


When you get used to disappointment...