I woke up horrified at myself...horrified at the two consecutive nightmares I had about Love.

Working at M.A.C Robinsons, Raffles City. Pretty cool, but really stressful. Product knowledge comes in heaps, in addition to the lack of professional make up skills i possess. i.e. it's a pretty stressful job. Har. PLUS i dont have many black fanciful clothes and my hair's in a mess. I NEED TO GET MY CORN ROWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goddamnit.

I hate the way time flies when I'm working.

I hate the way I don't feel myself when I'm busy.

I hate the way, I hate myself.

Somehow, I need a depression. And a cure.