...and got a HUMONGOUS oh-ba-kak on my forehead that's causing me a headache.

Had my first windsurfing lesson today. Barely got through a metre in the water without smashing into the water.

I got hit by what you call a "mast" of the "rig" or "sail" in laymen's term.

Apparently people who got hit by the "mast" suffered from major cuts that required stitches.

I'm.Freaking.Lucky.

It just makes me feel like shit.

You konw, after all these accidents, i've actually derived the best way to die--accidentally. It's all so fast, you have no time to think. Or be afraid at the blood that's gonna gush out. It's just a concussion, a shock, a faint, and you bleed to death unconsciously.

Maybe all these are signs. Signs that I'm gonna get into a REAL accident that's gonna cause my death. I'm just waiting.

Sitting, waiting, wishing.

Wishing for my dreams to be protected. Forever.