Sunday, August 28, 2005

atheist in training

***Reader disgression encouraged***

I have once again decided to ponder upon the "meaning of life", and the way humans were "created to be". I've got enough of "God didnt make us to be like this like that." I've always raised an eyebrow to that comment, and now, i've finally figured out why.

Look. (read. listen, whatever). Human beings discovered everything that is existent as of now. Which means human beings essentially developed the way we are now. Technology...education, and whatever what nots. Evolution. That's the key. If human beings were not "created" to have homosexuality tendencies, where did that come from? Please dont tell me it fell from the sky. But if you tell me it's the doings of Satan, i might just agree. For the sake of opposing God (I mean the Christian God. It is perhaps the only God/religion i know/seen enough to oppose). But as I was saying, everything that we are now -- is innate (of human beings and not god-given you religious fool).

"Sins" are developed because they are part of us. They cant just be developed from out of the blue. There MUST be something in us that led to that. I may not be very fond of the scientific proofs, but at least it is tangible, though it sort of reduces us to just ...chemicals. Homosexuality may be the result of an imbalance of hormones. Yes, i believe in that. And yes, i do believe we evolved from Orang Utans. Or was it gorillas? Oh, the ape right? Yes. And that explains the animalistic characteristics we have, which is NOT developed. Look at the bloody fucking way we fuck each other. Utterly barbaric. All that sensous thingy is just Hollywood. (although i'd like to believe in it. nice imagery.)

[i'm trying very hard here not to attribute anything to god and still make sense to you, so please tolerate my inarticulate-ness.]

Greed, Sloth, Lust, Deceit?(ok, i dont know the seven sins. simply because they dont apply to me.) May i know why are they sins? Really. WHY?? They are human characteristics (look, we're not Adam and Eve. Get it out of your mind NOW. They are fictional characters). If human beings werent greedy, we wouldnt have invented so much crap. And because of greed, deceit and whatever else develops. Look, it's related! It's INNATE. It just needed a stimulant. Lust, its just because we have different sexual organs, and we're curious and attracted to them SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY ARE COVERED UP. Here i must make a reference to The Country Wife by Wycherley something. It's an amazingly timeless and true piece of art. It says that the more you try to cover up something, the more people will be curious about it and hence want to try it out. Or explore it. Whichever. Sloth, came about because human beings just created too much work for human beings.

In case you havent realised, I am actually quite for the idea of going back to stone age. Nice and pure. No restrictions. We can just have barbaric sex everyday and we wont be labelled "LUSTY".

Anyway, i've lost my train of thoughts looking at nipple piercing pictures. I hope you guys get what my message is. Sorry if i offended anybody. It's just MY point of view, though i admit i am trying to impose this view on you guys. But you chose to read this. Your fault! *points*! hah.

Religion is all psychological. Defeat that and you emerge stronger. I respect whose ever decision to turn to a higher power, but i do hope that you'll stop preaching crap to me and look at the real world which is staring at you in the face. With that said, i'd like to end of with this:

Atheism is not a belief. Dont look at it as if it's a religion. It's the truth--the way of life.

People define atheism as not believing in the existence of god, but instead, that the world is just a bunch of atoms and molecules.

I would look upon that as just a guideline. Seriously. If atheism has restrictions to its belief, it becomes a religion.



I seem to have gained enlightenment. HAH.
piercings and tattoos, and no fucking restrictions,
nene

vane farted at 7:15 PM