an analogy
current obsession: solitaire showdown on msn
current song: Travis' Driftwood and Eagles' Love Will Keep Us Alive
I think my parents are like lizards.
I hate them, am scared of them, disgusted by them, but yet, there is no way you can keep them out of your life.
No matter how hard i try to keep them out of my life, they'll always be there--to irritate and disgust you.
My parents, like lizards, will never understand how i feel towards them. Even if they know, they have no idea how to react to it, and so they dont.
Am grounded for a month. Do i care? No. Am i going to obey? As much as possible- no.
Why? Because i've been going home late for a week because of orientation and TSD gala night. wtf?
I have to go home everyday immediately when the event ends. No og dinner. No tsd supper. And yet, i still get grounded. You even took out the cane to threaten me. Hello? I'm seventeen. Going on eighteen in less than 11 months. And you're treating me like a five year old.
Sunday. I was forced to get out of bed. I'm like, give me a break? cant i just sleep as much as i want? what's wrong?
After forcing me out of bed, you force me to go see cars with you. WHEN you know i absolutely hate it, cos cars absolutely bore me.
Fine. So i just keep my big trap shut, and just follow. And i get scolded for looking sian. Would you rather me whine and whine to go home? fuck it la.
Played solitaire showdown to calm myself down. Just in case i kill myself out of agitation. Urgh. Maybe i should just kill my parents.
My parents that make me go home everyday by 7, when i'm seventeen.
My father who wants me to take care of the family while he is away at china. When my mother does nothing but watch korean dramas, and my brother does nothing cept play computer games and watch tv. Take care of WHAT?
My mother who nags at me to bathe, thinking i dunno how to do so myself.
My parents who nag at me to SLEEP? hello? cant i have the freedom to simply decide the time i want to sleep?
argh. kk. enough. i'll go on FOREVER.
fuck it la.
vane
current song: Travis' Driftwood and Eagles' Love Will Keep Us Alive
I think my parents are like lizards.
I hate them, am scared of them, disgusted by them, but yet, there is no way you can keep them out of your life.
No matter how hard i try to keep them out of my life, they'll always be there--to irritate and disgust you.
My parents, like lizards, will never understand how i feel towards them. Even if they know, they have no idea how to react to it, and so they dont.
Am grounded for a month. Do i care? No. Am i going to obey? As much as possible- no.
Why? Because i've been going home late for a week because of orientation and TSD gala night. wtf?
I have to go home everyday immediately when the event ends. No og dinner. No tsd supper. And yet, i still get grounded. You even took out the cane to threaten me. Hello? I'm seventeen. Going on eighteen in less than 11 months. And you're treating me like a five year old.
Sunday. I was forced to get out of bed. I'm like, give me a break? cant i just sleep as much as i want? what's wrong?
After forcing me out of bed, you force me to go see cars with you. WHEN you know i absolutely hate it, cos cars absolutely bore me.
Fine. So i just keep my big trap shut, and just follow. And i get scolded for looking sian. Would you rather me whine and whine to go home? fuck it la.
Played solitaire showdown to calm myself down. Just in case i kill myself out of agitation. Urgh. Maybe i should just kill my parents.
My parents that make me go home everyday by 7, when i'm seventeen.
My father who wants me to take care of the family while he is away at china. When my mother does nothing but watch korean dramas, and my brother does nothing cept play computer games and watch tv. Take care of WHAT?
My mother who nags at me to bathe, thinking i dunno how to do so myself.
My parents who nag at me to SLEEP? hello? cant i have the freedom to simply decide the time i want to sleep?
argh. kk. enough. i'll go on FOREVER.
fuck it la.
vane
